Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I've built a love but that love falls apart
Skipped school today. Swollen eye, rashes everywhere. & the itch is unbearable. Feeling as though I didn't bathe(I did!!) & like someone.. Shan't mention :)
Yesterday, got punished by Miss Teh 'cos I didn't do my sketches. Drew another 20 more after school. The itch and swelling started. Had lunch, the swell did not subside. :\ Continued to draw. Wait for Qiaos & Hilda after that. Went off to compass. Consulted a doctor there 'cos polyclinic closed already. Was with Sassy, Qiaos & SJ. Thanks yall(: Love you manymany <3 Took the med & applied the cream immediately. Super itchy. Hahah.
Went to Banquet after that. Ate Rotiboy! :D Alright, sick & I'm still damn hyper. Went home, did a little of my work. Online, dinner, ate med, off to lala land xD
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Where are you now when I needed you the most? I've been missing you so bad. You weren't the one I knew anymore. The umpteen times of 'Trust me. I'll never leave you.' has already become I-just-say-it-for-the-fun-of-saying-it, to you that is. So those messages actually mean nothing to you? Great. You were always the first to know everything & now I wonder where have you been? Even her, she don't know where are you, she don't know anything. Messages sent out but ignored by you. I wonder what's up with you recently. It's been more than a month since we last talk yknow? We used to talk everynight, everyday. :\ Where is the you I used to know, I used to talk to, I used to confide my problems in? I wonder, really. & our date. You promised me you'd bring me out if I did well in my exams. I did but you're gone. I can't seem to concentrate on my work. Sigh. Whenever my heart looks for you, I keep telling myself you're too busy to even have the time to talk to me. I took that, but you can't be busy 'til you can't even reply a text right? I don't know. You walk out on me, anyway. ): Despite the messages & everything.
Where have you been? )': I miss you, sweetheart.
You never understand me, or rather, I didn't know you well enough.
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REPLIES
JACLYN } HOHO, I won't hate you lah, fantastic artist JACLYN. Hahah, love you xD
RACHAEL } Hahah, so the next runaway, I'll ring you up alrighty! :D Thanks sweets, heart you many!
CHERYL } hahah, cheryl dear, your kitty sweets are waiting for you. x) Thanks, I'll ring you up for a secret meeting! Hurhur(:
YILE } So now kelly is yours, you think you very big lah? Sorry hor, kelly is my sister hor. She won't want a losuer like you =P
CHERYL F. } Hurrr, I miss you frikkin' much too! It's fucking fourteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen today! :D Heh, <3 you much!
'Cos I know you're not someone like these. :\
; stick with you
